While the kitten (Now named Mia) or Mia I should say, was going through her own situation, but not so far away another kitten was suffering. To that other kitten, death seemed like slvation to her. But she couldn't seem to realise the lifetime of torment from suicide. Pysical and eternal. She thought that by ending her pain in the soul, would stop it forever. But that wouldn't bring happiness, only forever of worse pain. She had lived many years, wondering why she still walked the earth, and why she was not dead yet. She cryed for someone to look at her, she wanted someone to notice her, not to be noticed like everyone else. She needed a friend. Just then, Mia and her friend came up. She was not alone. They had their own problems but still wanted to help and let help be givin. She was so confused, and she refused to let the pain go away. Why was this pain satisfying to her?

Mia was expected to do so many things, that she often felt like the other kitten, she really wanted attention and wanted someone to understand. She could not balance so many things at once. She wished she could escape earth, her body, and somewhere else. To escape the problems eating away at her once known happiness. Hopes and dreams shattered because of lies. "Tears".. if only they knew, the "Tears" she had shead for every string that broke, for every glass that shattered... TBC

All she ever wanted was someone, who would look at her, let the words flow through the heart and support her. "They" could never stand seeing her mad, "they" had to be the ones mad. "They" would make up lies about her just to defend someone they didn't know for long. It pained her, she just wants a home with a heart. Someone who would reason with her, be honest and truthful, love her equaly, and wouldn't force her to do things she felt uncomfurtable.

Her mother cried for her. The mother and sister had never realised the pain she went through, the pain of seeing her face so blank and emmotionless. No matter how far she went, even if she harmed herself on purpose, they would follow her, no matter how hard she tried to hate them, it just couldn't be truthful for her. 'Why?' 'Why do i still feel the need to walk this earth and continue living here?' It was "Them" They loved her so much, that no matter how far she would bend the bond, it wouldn't break, and it seemed to get stronger. She then realised, then hurting herself on purpose, would not flush away the pain or suffering, it would just make it worse with her self pity. Smiling faces around her, but what was this pain that was still causing her to frown, and why?.... TBC

She sat there, silent with shock. It was her sister, But her sister wouldn't listen to her, or her opinon, she just nipped her ear and left her, in the rain and walked away, into the warmth of a home, which still didn't seem to be enough for her. Again, she curled up in a wet patch of leaves. Creatures like her couldn't cry, but everything now was enough to make her flood the river near her.

Another morning. Another day. She saw yet another cat, but this time, she listened to her, even though she had her own problems to worry about. The sun peeked through the clouds, the lady bug flew over head. Maybe i can live, just a little longer. She then decided to leave the hearts of her once loved. But as soon as she did, as soon as she thought they didn't care, they called for her, desprate crys for HER to look at THEM. Frustration, if only they realised how she had felt before. She didn't listen to them. She went off of her "home land" and off to her own "independence" even though she had to suffer the concequences, she had some support from her friend, the friend that gave advice, and let advice be given.

She had finaly settled in her differen't heart, when "they" came back, and wouldn't leave untill she would look at them... TBC

Confused and still dizzy, the kitten looks at that "Something" A human. but that "something" simply can't help her, and won't listen to her desprate crys. She runs into the woods, back in the dismal world. The lady bug, into the sky, forever.

A pond nearby, rain falls, a gray world. Alone. No one seems to listen to her. She let the rain fall. The point of life seemed as hopeless as a bird in a snowstorm. She looked to the sky, and a circle of rain around her, "Why am I here.." "Who am I really.." But then, interupted by her thoughts she hears another cat. Just.. like.. her.... TBC

A little kitten, lost and abandoned. What does she represent, you might already know. But untill then, you can listen to my ramblings..